When I sit around and think about all the things I could be doing with my life , a lot comes to mind. But there is one thing that I am sure of. I’ve been working hard for us to have a successful future together. And I’ll keep working as hard as I have to just to make it all happen. Even if we have to struggle for a while. I’ve never wanted somebody in my life as much as I want you. I want to be there every morning when you wake up. I want to be there at any given moment when you might need me, even if it’s just a shoulder to cry on. Baby, I’m all yours. There is nothing in this world that could change that. I know you say that you never know what’s going to happen, yes you’re correct. But at the same time we have the ability to change any given situation if we have the determination to make this work. Sure there may be times where one of us has the opportunity to be unfaithful, but if you truly don’t want to be, you won’t allow something like that to happen. And I never have those intentions. I have never been unfaithful and I’m never going to start. I am going to keep you in my life for as long as I am able to. The only thing that will make me leave is you saying you don’t want to be together any more. But I will not leave without a fight. I’m not one to give up something I am deeply passionate about.
Lately things have been a little complicated due to me being a dumbass. But we will get past these little bumps and make it another day. I am still adjusting to being in a serious relationship. Doing things differently, breaking my old ways. Keeping myself motivated to keep us together from my end. I want to be the man you know I am. I have goals that I still need to achieve and they will happen in time. I’m not prefect, I will slip up from time to time. I just need you to keep my head on straight, no matter how frustrating it may become.
We are like the universe. Just two particles that were floating around aimlessly. We just so happened to bump into each other one day, and thankfully there was enough dark matter to hold us together. Hopefully it’s cold dark matter, so we can grow into a galaxy. Becoming one within each other, never separating. Having a long future ahead of us. We may have other particles bump into us along the way, making us stronger as an ever changing galaxy. One day we will create planets within our galaxy and those planets will grow and evolve to have their own environment.
Having an ever lasting love for each other, getting through everything together no matter how difficult it may be. Being happy, not all the time, but making it through the tunnel to see the light. Starting a family and watching our family grow. These are the only things I ask for. I just want you to be mine for as long as you can stand to be.
I love you baby, you are the moon of my life.